ROME — In a reflective approach, Pope Francis has revealed insights into the behind-the-scenes events of the 2013 conclave that led to his election as pope, as well as the challenges he has faced since, in his new autobiography scheduled for release. Titled “Hope: The Autobiography,” the book, which was initially planned for posthumous publication, will now be available in over 80 countries to align with the commencement of the church’s Holy Year.
This marks a historic moment, as publishers claim this is the first autobiography authored by a sitting pope. While Francis has previously collaborated on various memoir-style writings, his unique life as a pope and personal history are widely recognized. However, “Hope” adds further context by exploring how his early life in Buenos Aires shaped his papal priorities. The book draws from extensive discussions over six years with Italian journalist Carlo Musso, presenting Francis’ candid reflections on past decisions and moments of regret, particularly before he became pope.
The pope, now 88 years old, often displays a confessional tone, engaging in a kind of personal reflection that recalls the Ignatian tradition of self-examination. He acknowledges youthful missteps, such as incidents where he forced peers to compensate him for damages or behaved aggressively, expressing discomfort with his past self and his perceived unworthiness for the papacy. At one point, he notes, “If I consider what is the greatest gift that I desire from the Lord, and have experienced, it is the gift of shame.”
Strikingly, two aspects of Bergoglio’s early years continue to remain somewhat obscured in “Hope.” The first pertains to his time in Córdoba, Argentina, from 1990 to 1992, where he has typically avoided explaining the internal dynamics among Jesuits that led to his reassignment to a modest role. This period is merely referenced as “the dark night at Córdoba.” Additionally, his time spent in Germany researching theologian Romano Guardini for an unfinished dissertation is also barely touched upon.
The impact of the clergy sexual abuse scandal, which has posed significant challenges to his papacy, is mentioned briefly, particularly as it erupted during his 2018 trip to Chile. However, the pope devotes more attention to positive moments from that visit, such as marrying two flight attendants onboard the papal plane.
The latter portion of the book focuses more on his papal experiences and is notably less self-critical. In this section, Francis defends several of his controversial decisions. He details the emotional whirlwind he experienced during the conclave, particularly as the votes began to accumulate in his favor. He candidly reveals that he was among the cardinals receiving “stopgap votes” early on and recognized his eventual selection after obtaining 69 votes on the fourth ballot, needing 77 for a majority.
Interestingly, the fifth ballot, which confirmed his elevation to pope, had to be repeated due to an extra paper sticking to another, resulting in a brief delay before the correct procedure was followed. Francis recounts the moment he was declared pope: “When my name was pronounced for the seventy-seventh time, there was a burst of applause while the reading of the votes went on.” Following the vote, he embraced Cardinal Angelo Scola, who was initially a favored contender for the role, signifying camaraderie amid the competition.
Once in the “Room of Tears” to don papal attire, Francis reflected on how he carried his old episcopal ring, suggesting a premonition of his fate. He humorously noted his preference for orthopedic shoes instead of the traditional red ones, conveying his desire to maintain personal authenticity amidst the ceremonial expectations.
Readers looking for sensational Vatican gossip may find “Hope” somewhat lacking, as Francis mainly offers a brief outlook on a few controversies. However, he demonstrates conviction regarding many decisions, particularly in his critiques of traditionalist Catholic clergy whom he describes as “rigid” and “mentally unstable.” He elucidates how this rigidity often manifests through elaborate vestments, suggesting it may mask deeper issues.
Additionally, he comments on his administration’s efforts to reform Vatican bureaucracy and establish international standards for fiscal accountability, which he identifies as some of the most stubborn challenges of his papacy. He famously states, “I have been summoned to a battle.” In defense of his stance, he also discusses a high-profile trial involving financial misconduct by various church figures, expressing the necessity of transparency despite the risks involved.
Following a rejection from African bishops regarding his stance on blessings for same-sex couples, he clarifies that the blessing is intended for the individual, not their relationship. He emphasizes, “Homosexuality is not a crime,” echoing sentiments he shared earlier in the year. The book serves as a significant reflection on the complexities of his tenure and the convictions that have guided his leadership.
